What Freedom First Felt Like

It’s easy to take democracy and racial integration for granted, but in South Africa in 1995 we weren’t that jaded.

Ben Human
15 min readMar 18, 2023

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* A repost of a 2021 story, when no-one knew me or read my stories

Photo by Waldemar Brandt on Unsplash

Just the other day I ran into Setle again. Same old Setle, same job, same company. Looking at his kindly, humorous face again after twenty five years, I was immediately transported to that beautiful Saturday in March in Johannesburg, when we went to watch the soccer out of town.

I almost didn’t make the trip.

Out of the blue that week, Setle came to stand by my desk at work. He brought with him a silence that carried definite significance. The silence settled around my desk and over me. It was clear that he meant for me to put everything down and listen. I sighed in that composed, inaudible way that people sigh, and put on the fixed face that they do when they have neither the time nor the choice to refuse. I put everything down and listened.

Setle spoke with a sense of occasion and theatre. The coming weekend, he said, South Africa would play Malawi at the FNB stadium in Soweto, or the South Western Township. The HR department had made some tickets available to whoever wanted to go. Am I in?

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